Ok so I downloaded “Nook” on my phone in hopes of taking in a little reading here and there. We have gotten rid of all our books and the 2 or 3 I have I never really saw myself picking up. However I stare at my phone to great lengths waiting for a tweet, Facebook message or e-mail so I figure I should at least be reading while I’m waiting. I try to read a chapter or 2 every night and 1 in the middle of the night when I wake up and cant go back to sleep.
I am very big on self help books like “Steps to Success” and “Think and Grow Rich” kinds of books and since I have been thinking about turning my own blog into a book one day I picked a new book that I saw at the store and wanted to buy but didn’t since I didn’t think I would read it. But first book up on the nemo chopping block? Life Without Limits by Nick Vujicic. Let me start out be saying I’m not that much into the idea of believing there is a God who will make everything all better, there there put your head on my shoulder and cry type thing. Which turns out a lot of the types of books I read are. Don’t get me wrong I’m not a bad person, I have faith and I feel there is a higher power but when I believe, I believe in myself and have faith I make the right choices and listen to what my gut is telling me. However I can look past all the religious talk and praise, unlike some people who would say I’m wrong in my thinking, but I’m ok with it and if you're not something’s wrong with you.
Nick is a great little guy who was born without any arms and legs, he has been to hell and back, almost killed himself but found that God really did have a plan for him. His plan was to tour the world and tell people that anything that is going on with you from the bad to the worse you too have a plan and if he could do it with no arms no legs and a little toe to do just about everything we take for granted you too can overcome and live a ridiculously fun and exciting life. Through his words I feel somewhat overjoyed to know that such a guy with such bad luck for a situation could move many, many people.
In my own life I can take for granted almost everything I have. I am loved by an army of people who seem more than willing to stand up and take a bullet for me. And in this rush rush world of ours I know I never take the time to thank them much less see them sometimes. I know the love of a good and kind woman, I’m pretty healthy, strong, built for war. I run my own mom and pop shop just like I always wanted to. I get to see parts of the country most people only dream about and I have one hell of an amazing gift to draw a pretty damn good circle.
I often get caught up in the "how am I going to pay my bills" all too often and I stress almost every night about what it is I need to be doing to build a successful business, and I work and I work sometimes till my hands want to fall off then I put in a few more hours. I plan and replan and shoot for the moon. Most times I fall right back on my face but I’m up the next day trying to take another leap. I do wonder about this plan God has for me and why he would put up so many road blocks and make it so hard for someone like me, a some what good hearted person who only wants to see good in this world. I know life isn’t fair and bad things happen to good people. It just feels like sometimes this road I’m on isn’t working out.
Nick has taught me that no matter what comes your way, be it a death, getting hurt, or not making money, that as long as we are given another day, weather you believe it’s a gift from the heavens or something we must put up with, we have a chance to do some good, to make a little difference in someone’s life. So sing a little song dance, a little jig, but love those who love you and make the ones who don’t laugh a little, they’ll come around. And a big chin hug to Nick, maybe one day I'll see you out here on the road.